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God Forsakes Me​/​/​God Saves Me

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Jono Schneider A companion piece to Miscarriage’s “imminent horror” - brutal nasty sludge everywhere, awful but also totally fucking awesome, heavier than almost anything, the vocals screaming at everything that’s ever been on earth.
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1.
I 12:21
Consequential immeasurable repercussions... For attempting to overturn the tide... The soul dissipates... Engulfed back into the mouth... Of endless depths...
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II 08:30
The downward spiraling odyssey... Into the searing blackened hallucinatory abyss... Nostrils filled with the smoke... That escapes the pores of your skin... Clandestine lights provide guidance... To bare witness to what lies beyond...
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III 09:06
They will promise you any and everything... They will promise it all... Just for it to be taken away in the blink of an eye... They will act as if what is, never was... They will act as if what was, never had been... And that is the way of life... Stripping you down and tearing apart your flesh to the bone... They will point at you to be the culprit... They will feel justified... And you will be left with nothing...
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IV 09:22
Dancing with Demons and Satan in Hell The ringing echoes from the chastened bells From this bottomless pit I always dwell Dancing with Demons and Satan in Hell
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V 08:50
Morphing... Formless... Ever flowing... Faceless... Embodied... Disembodiment...
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VI 07:14
I don't know why you brought me here... I don't know why I exist... Was the pain all worth it... Was the loss all worth it... I'll never know... This small glimpse into consciousness... And then gone forever... Never to truly know... Never to truly understand... I question if this is a cursed existence... All knowing and all seeing... Why was this my path to go down... Why was this the life for myself to live... Tragedy bestowed upon my inner being... I am sorry... I am sorry for being broken... For not being able to handle this life... For being unable to endure it all... Please forgive me... God brought me to succumb to defeat... To succumb to misery... I wish I had control... I wish I could control... It all seems to be out of my hands... This darkness consumes me... I lost who I was so long ago... It doesn't even seem to matter anymore... I'm so sorry for being here... For not being able to do more... For not being able to bare this existence... Unanswerable existential questioning... Purpose feels lost with nothing being infinite... Everything withering away... Out of control... I wish there was more I could do... But I am cursed... God hates me.

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Coincidentally, or what I personally believe to be fatefully, I have become more spiritual over the years… and leading up to this album… I had begun contemplating God’s existence once again.. and I believe I have felt His presence the past few days and weeks more than I have ever known to be possible… I believe ‘God Forsakes Me//God Saves Me’ is a result of myself blaming the actions of people on God… blaming the misfortunes of my life on God… The actions of people do not resemble the actions of God… The misfortunes of my life do not resemble the misfortunes of God… Our sin nature is a part of us from birth (Psalm 58:3; Proverbs 22:15)... I believe that I was being led to believe God hated me, but it was in fact the Devil's hatred... I believe that God is never against us, but that God is in fact always on our side, even in the darkest of times... This album serves as a representation of what it is like to try to attempt to survive life without God... This album serves as a lesson and as a warning of the evil that exists in this world... It is only through the grace and power of God that we are able to survive this wicked life... It is only through the grace and glory of God that we can be forgiven and healed... It is only through the grace and glory of God that we have anything at all... All of the glory be to God!!! The scripture has been laid down before us… It is humanity’s responsibility to heed its lessons and warnings… I believe our lives are the tests we have been gifted to see if we are worthy of God’s divine love and eternal compassion… God doesn’t hate us… God saves us… Only through the grace and power of God can this hellish and monstrous music fight off demons as well as the Devil as much as necessary so that you do not succumb to your inner temptations. These demons belong to the Devil, not to you. A lifetime of or in Hell is always worth an eternity in Heaven. A lifetime in or of Heaven is never worth an eternity in Hell. Life is fleeting... The afterlife is eternal... Thank you so much everyone for all of your support!! Praise be to God!!!

"For God made Christ, who never sinned, to be the offering for our sin, so that we could be made right with God through Christ." 2 Corinthians 5:21

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released December 25, 2021

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A lifetime of or in Hell is always worth an eternity in Heaven. A lifetime in or of Heaven is never worth an eternity in Hell.

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